Well...I
was informed that the Delta stories we're of interest to all of the two
of you out there that read this journal of mine...so I guess it's only
fare to finish the store of Ms. Delta and how it all came to an end.
It's strange...many of these thoughts are easy to type out...but dare
not ever share in person. Hmm...I wonder why?
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I remember become confused often by Delta. There were times when she would cry when certain songs came on the radio. I remember one song by Gerald & Eddie Levert..."Baby Hold On 2 Me"....Delta would cry almost everytime that song came on. With a confused look...I would inquire "Baby...what's wrong"...and...after a while...actually...a few weeks...she informed me that song made her think of day...that will eventually come...when we break up.
Now...I thought the girl was oh so crazy! I mean...I loved this girl. She was the center of my life. There had never been any woman as close to me (mom excluded) and other than Phoenix....that had captured my imagination...thoughts...dreams...heart. I would do anything for this woman. We had been thru so much together...we were experiancing life together in a new city...new school.
You know it's funny....Delta and I had such an affinity for music. Both of us could tell you different songs that relate to certain periods of our life. Music became time markers for us. And although I don't know if it's still that way for her...it truly is for me.
So...I believe in February or March or 92...I came down with the greatest head ache of my life. I was up all night in mad pain. The next day...I could barely walk. I had almost no vision in my left eye. Against my roommates wishes...I got up to go to class. Once I made it downstairs....after about 10 mins...I went outside and attempted to make it up the outside stairs only to stumble...and find myself using the stairs as a bed.
After 'relaxing' for a moment...there was a Alpha...I forget his name...that found me and was trying to get me to go2 the nurse. But...as anyone who 'really' knows me can tell you...when my mind is made up...there's nothing else that can really be said. So...I made him help me to my class.
Once inside the building...Alpha leaned me up agaist the wall. The last thing I remembered was seeing Delta and my Calc teacher walking in my direction...and my whole world doing a Honeymooners number and fading to black.
When I awoke...I was on a stretcher...and Delta was there also......
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I remember become confused often by Delta. There were times when she would cry when certain songs came on the radio. I remember one song by Gerald & Eddie Levert..."Baby Hold On 2 Me"....Delta would cry almost everytime that song came on. With a confused look...I would inquire "Baby...what's wrong"...and...after a while...actually...a few weeks...she informed me that song made her think of day...that will eventually come...when we break up.
Now...I thought the girl was oh so crazy! I mean...I loved this girl. She was the center of my life. There had never been any woman as close to me (mom excluded) and other than Phoenix....that had captured my imagination...thoughts...dreams...heart. I would do anything for this woman. We had been thru so much together...we were experiancing life together in a new city...new school.
You know it's funny....Delta and I had such an affinity for music. Both of us could tell you different songs that relate to certain periods of our life. Music became time markers for us. And although I don't know if it's still that way for her...it truly is for me.
So...I believe in February or March or 92...I came down with the greatest head ache of my life. I was up all night in mad pain. The next day...I could barely walk. I had almost no vision in my left eye. Against my roommates wishes...I got up to go to class. Once I made it downstairs....after about 10 mins...I went outside and attempted to make it up the outside stairs only to stumble...and find myself using the stairs as a bed.
After 'relaxing' for a moment...there was a Alpha...I forget his name...that found me and was trying to get me to go2 the nurse. But...as anyone who 'really' knows me can tell you...when my mind is made up...there's nothing else that can really be said. So...I made him help me to my class.
Once inside the building...Alpha leaned me up agaist the wall. The last thing I remembered was seeing Delta and my Calc teacher walking in my direction...and my whole world doing a Honeymooners number and fading to black.
When I awoke...I was on a stretcher...and Delta was there also......
