Back in 1992...after you had an abortion...they told you that you couldn't have sex for 3 months. DA HELL!!! Ok...so no sex. What now?

Over those three months...I made the transition from a 'Boy II a Man"....

for a 19 year old boy...if you were in a room with a girl that was naked...it was time to BANG!!! That was it. It was about bustin that NUT!!! You were in it to...as a popular song of that day by AMG said..."poking it...stabing it...that kidney see...I can make you pee"....that's just what it was about. But...it was time for a change...

Over the next three months Delta and I would spend long hours in her dorm room...talking...laughing...loving eachother. I learned more about her in that 3 months than I ever did ...
We would lay naked...caressing eachother. My fingertips gently...lovingly...touching every inch of her body. Finding every scar...tracing each line...seeing the true beauty of her smile. I painted her toe-nails...learned how to give a good massage...found how to pleasure the nipples the way that a woman wants...and not just the way a man thinks it should happen! She taught me how to love a woman.

Delta taught me to love. She taught me what love was all about. She showed me who I was...and gave me a clue as to who I was about to become. I loved her for that.

Now...you might say..."you didn't learn that earlier in life?" Nope...not at all. I was 19...and before then...the only real training...learning...I had was with the guys. Oh...you know...the guys sitting around. Talking about women. No...girls. Yeah...who had the nipples that showed thru the shirt. What girls were giving it up? Which one's would actually give head! Yeah...oh...and let me not forget about..."Aw man!!!....Girls want you to bang the hell out of them. " Oh...and giving or making sure a woman has a orgasm? What was that about? Ummmm....yeah...Ok.

See....it's been my experience that if you want to know about a woman....then you ask a woman. Women...if you want to know how a man thinks...or how he feels...or why he "is" that way...??? Then your best bet is to ask a man that isn't trying to get into your pants. Then...you'll learn something.

Well...Delta.....yeah....she was the one. Most in my family thought I should have married her. Actually...at one time...I thought so also. But .....it didn't happen. But...that's another story for another day. Hey...maybe my next entry.

To Delta...wherever you are....
Thank you...
SvnX..................."These are the things that change boys....to men...."